Since the Beginning

Witness my grandparents unroot,

slowly laid off from earthly life.

 

She, heart revived, cracked

and mended sternum in its wake.

 

He, isolating hearing loss,

wide oceans of silence.

 

She, cancerous slice eating

the whole bosom

against which I lay swaddled.

 

He, loss of a driver’s license,

who taught all of us to drive.

 

And still, the vivid blue green eyes I inherited

the ones that skipped a generation

many generations after the train stations

that the conquerors who mated those eyes

into our line built

have begun to crumble.

 

Held close, his shoulder blades

pierce my palms

 

and he says

Ana habetik min el awil

I have loved you from the beginning,

and I reply

Lak, ana abla

No, I have loved you longer.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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